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the girlfriend busted cheated
2006-05-30 02:14:59
nice way to celebrate a year quit found out
cheated on once again. Ick. I feel not good right now i won't smoke but why do i could do so much better and i get cheated on, this happened last time we dated. I feel so betrayed i can't even describe. i thought we had a chance again. Alcohol and drugs, i laid off the alcohol for pretty much the last 4 months and she's into pills and into pills and she wants to date people into pils like whatever.So she runs out of money i help her out but she has another boyfriend into pills. i can't believe it. I'm not trying to make it into a sob story but wow i can't believe it my friend told me she was cheating he took pictures well her in the bar basically making out with the guy etc. etc. i cant even believe it. Wow. I should just let it go and move on, but wow this hurts. There is a little more to it i will not elaborate but wow i'm still trying to aabsorb it. Meter almost turned over but i feel so betrayed. I can't even describe it. I haven't posted much but we had plans for house together. I'm so angry i can't even describe it. I think i need a day off of work. Thing is i always helped her out, even when we were broke up before helped her with money ( i may say cunto or whatever but i have no disrespect i have way too much a heart then anything) I need to let her go and move on.
2006-05-30 08:59:20
"Foundryrat" news:0iSeg.197$sB3.44@fe02.lga... > nice way to celebrate a year quit found out cheated on once again. Ick. > I feel not good right now i won't smoke but why do i could do so much > better and i get cheated on, this happened last time we dated. I feel so > betrayed i can't even describe. i thought we had a chance again. > Alcohol and drugs, i laid off the alcohol for pretty much the last 4 > months and she's into pills and into pills and she wants to date people > into pils like whatever.So she runs out of money i help her out but she > has another boyfriend into pills. i can't believe it. I'm not trying to > make it into a sob story but wow i can't believe it my friend told me she > was cheating he took pictures well her in the bar basically making out > with the guy etc. etc. i cant even believe it. Wow. I should just let it > go and move on, but wow this hurts. There is a little more to it i will > not elaborate but wow i'm still trying to aabsorb it. > > Meter almost turned over but i feel so betrayed. I can't even describe it. > I haven't posted much but we had plans for house together. > > I'm so angry i can't even describe it. I think i need a day off of work. > > Thing is i always helped her out, even when we were broke up before helped > her with money ( i may say cunto or whatever but i have no disrespect i > have way too much a heart then anything) I need to let her go and move > on. Really sorry to hear it mate, I know it ain't nice. Get yourself stuck into something to keep your mind occupied. Be well soonest. Shaun aRe
2006-05-30 03:36:25
Shaun aRe wrote:
> "Foundryrat" > news:0iSeg.197$sB3.44@fe02.lga... > >>nice way to celebrate a year quit found out cheated on once again. Ick. >>I feel not good right now i won't smoke but why do i could do so much >>better and i get cheated on, this happened last time we dated. I feel so >>betrayed i can't even describe. i thought we had a chance again. >>Alcohol and drugs, i laid off the alcohol for pretty much the last 4 >>months and she's into pills and into pills and she wants to date people >>into pils like whatever.So she runs out of money i help her out but she >>has another boyfriend into pills. i can't believe it. I'm not trying to >>make it into a sob story but wow i can't believe it my friend told me she >>was cheating he took pictures well her in the bar basically making out >>with the guy etc. etc. i cant even believe it. Wow. I should just let it >>go and move on, but wow this hurts. There is a little more to it i will >>not elaborate but wow i'm still trying to aabsorb it. >> >>Meter almost turned over but i feel so betrayed. I can't even describe it. >>I haven't posted much but we had plans for house together. >> >>I'm so angry i can't even describe it. I think i need a day off of work. >> >>Thing is i always helped her out, even when we were broke up before helped >>her with money ( i may say cunto or whatever but i have no disrespect i >>have way too much a heart then anything) I need to let her go and move >>on. > > > Really sorry to hear it mate, I know it ain't nice. Get yourself stuck into > something to keep your mind occupied. Be well soonest. > > > > Shaun aRe > > tommorrow i just hope i don't take the bitch back.. Too god damn hot here to sleep i have to work tommorrow and the next day wish i had it off. Fuck it though, she's a useless bitch. Even though we didn't really have a lot i find this out it fucken hurts, dammit i'm so mad i took way too many drugs to calm down fucken glad i didn't od. I gotta sleep for now. i am not in a good place and i'll be shit for work tommorrow i just hope there isn't beer on my breath i've been perfect with work with attendance and being all there but tonight was different. Think she's out of the picture and i need alone time before i go insane being with her. Fucking been faithful with her even (though we haven't been totally serious but we had an agreement) just us noone else and i see a pick her hanging on a guy more then one pic. It's my fucken screen saver right now fuck. My screen save is her slut ass all over this guy march 19, ironically the weekend she let me have sex without a condom (only time except we got real stoned anbd it just didn't seem right , cause swhe came back from her sister's in another town), and her period was all fucked (cause of morning after pill but she won't admit it, and that same time period i found a condom wrapper in her room but her sister was visiting soi didn't want to accuse in case nothing happened so i just let it go. Now everything is confirmed.i'm so fucken naive i will probably take the bitch back. Should i just let it go not worry about it, fucken biitch borrowed 3 dvds, and we dated years ago we broke up she owed me 100 bucks never paid me back. Not only she fucks me over, but she fuck me over at the same time. Fucken betrayal. I hope i'm alright for work tommorrow fuck. Night all, things will work out i hope. i don't know if i want her to call me or not, if she don't fuck it, she's just a slut bitch. You may not know it by reading me but i treat people pretty good. I don't use 'em i'm a nice guy, and the thing that pisses me off is this is over pills. She's fucking some guy cause he has pharmaceuticals she likes. Fuck fuck fuck, i am not in a good place if it wasn't 120 degrees i'd attempt to sleep. I need to sleep i gotta stop drinking as i hgave to work in the morning. I'm taking a tylenol and some water. tommorrow will be tough as she'll call (as i've tried to call her today found out what i found out confronted her email cause she won't answer her phone) I don't like it, yeah it's like she still wants me as a fuck mate. but i thought i was the only fuck mate. I gave her extra attention down there, i never would a female if i thought she was fucking. Fuck, i feel so betrayed. I need to do the right thing let her go end it be single for a little bit and get someone better down the road. This is sort of a complicated wierd scenario if any1 kept track but it's over. I just hope i'm not wrong just getting paranoid overreacting and getthing the date wrong on the pic (but there is no way the pic was uploaded right at that certain time (not meaning it was taken, but the bar she was in was not local bar and her weight was what it was, i know it was that weekend as i suspected things to begin. Time to sleep sober up ignore her call in the morning cause getting pissed and bitching at her won't help. I'm just so pissed, we had plans today didn't answer her phone once she has a cellphone and she always has excused then i found out what i found and emailed her and she is the master of avoidance. I think we are through. Fuck, for just fuck friend (although like i say we were kinda a couple just us) i'm terribly clusterfucked and upset. I did pills for first time in a long time and alot and i'm going to feel like shit in the morning (yeah i'm ok but fuck< now these are the same pills gets her off with what's his face and gets her comfortably numb she don't care about anything. I wish i didn't care. Caring sucks. I wish i had no feeling except for immediate family. I wish i could treat women like dirst and fuck them over as opposed being fucked over, but i'm a nice guy, gentlemen etc. and nice guys always get fucked. Rat. Rat. Night guys.
2006-05-30 07:16:54
I'd hook her up with someone who has AIDS.
-Ryan "Foundryrat" news:0iSeg.197$sB3.44@fe02.lga... > nice way to celebrate a year quit found out cheated on once again. Ick. > I feel not good right now i won't smoke but why do i could do so much > better and i get cheated on, this happened last time we dated. I feel so > betrayed i can't even describe. i thought we had a chance again. > Alcohol and drugs, i laid off the alcohol for pretty much the last 4 > months and she's into pills and into pills and she wants to date people > into pils like whatever.So she runs out of money i help her out but she > has another boyfriend into pills. i can't believe it. I'm not trying to > make it into a sob story but wow i can't believe it my friend told me she > was cheating he took pictures well her in the bar basically making out > with the guy etc. etc. i cant even believe it. Wow. I should just let it > go and move on, but wow this hurts. There is a little more to it i will > not elaborate but wow i'm still trying to aabsorb it. > > Meter almost turned over but i feel so betrayed. I can't even describe it. > I haven't posted much but we had plans for house together. > > I'm so angry i can't even describe it. I think i need a day off of work. > > Thing is i always helped her out, even when we were broke up before helped > her with money ( i may say cunto or whatever but i have no disrespect i > have way too much a heart then anything) I need to let her go and move > on.
2006-05-30 07:19:21
Your apparently a really nice guy.. because i'm not down with hitting a
chick or anything... but if she did all that shit to me i'm pretty sure I would have kicked her fuckin ass down the stairs or somethin.. or got someone else to do it. You seem like quite a nice person, maybe getting a new chick would prove to be easy and good? -Ryan "Foundryrat" news:huTeg.523$wd3.197@fe04.lga... > Shaun aRe wrote: >> "Foundryrat" >> news:0iSeg.197$sB3.44@fe02.lga... >> >>>nice way to celebrate a year quit found out cheated on once again. Ick. >>>I feel not good right now i won't smoke but why do i could do so much >>>better and i get cheated on, this happened last time we dated. I feel so >>>betrayed i can't even describe. i thought we had a chance again. >>>Alcohol and drugs, i laid off the alcohol for pretty much the last 4 >>>months and she's into pills and into pills and she wants to date people >>>into pils like whatever.So she runs out of money i help her out but she >>>has another boyfriend into pills. i can't believe it. I'm not trying to >>>make it into a sob story but wow i can't believe it my friend told me she >>>was cheating he took pictures well her in the bar basically making out >>>with the guy etc. etc. i cant even believe it. Wow. I should just let >>>it go and move on, but wow this hurts. There is a little more to it i >>>will not elaborate but wow i'm still trying to aabsorb it. >>> >>>Meter almost turned over but i feel so betrayed. I can't even describe >>>it. I haven't posted much but we had plans for house together. >>> >>>I'm so angry i can't even describe it. I think i need a day off of work. >>> >>>Thing is i always helped her out, even when we were broke up before >>>helped her with money ( i may say cunto or whatever but i have no >>>disrespect i have way too much a heart then anything) I need to let her >>>go and move on. >> >> >> Really sorry to hear it mate, I know it ain't nice. Get yourself stuck >> into something to keep your mind occupied. Be well soonest. >> >> >> >> Shaun aRe > yeah i need to sleep i expect her to call tommorrow i just hope i don't > take the bitch back.. Too god damn hot here to sleep i have to work > tommorrow and the next day wish i had it off. Fuck it though, she's a > useless bitch. Even though we didn't really have a lot i find this out it > fucken hurts, dammit i'm so mad i took way too many drugs to calm down > fucken glad i didn't od. I gotta sleep for now. i am not in a good place > and i'll be shit for work tommorrow i just hope there isn't beer on my > breath i've been perfect with work with attendance and being all there but > tonight was different. Think she's out of the picture and i need alone > time before i go insane being with her. Fucking been faithful with her > even (though we haven't been totally serious but we had an agreement) > just us noone else and i see a pick her hanging on a guy more then one > pic. It's my fucken screen saver right now fuck. > > My screen save is her slut ass all over this guy march 19, ironically the > weekend she let me have sex without a condom (only time except we got real > stoned anbd it just didn't seem right , cause swhe came back from her > sister's in another town), and her period was all fucked (cause of morning > after pill but she won't admit it, and that same time period i found a > condom wrapper in her room but her sister was visiting soi didn't want to > accuse in case nothing happened so i just let it go. Now everything is > confirmed.i'm so fucken naive i will probably take the bitch back. > > Should i just let it go not worry about it, fucken biitch borrowed 3 dvds, > and we dated years ago we broke up she owed me 100 bucks never paid me > back. Not only she fucks me over, but she fuck me over at the same time. > Fucken betrayal. I hope i'm alright for work tommorrow fuck. > > Night all, things will work out i hope. i don't know if i want her to > call me or not, if she don't fuck it, she's just a slut bitch. You may > not know it by reading me but i treat people pretty good. I don't use 'em > i'm a nice guy, and the thing that pisses me off is this is over pills. > She's fucking some guy cause he has pharmaceuticals she likes. Fuck fuck > fuck, i am not in a good place if it wasn't 120 degrees i'd attempt to > sleep. I need to sleep i gotta stop drinking as i hgave to work in the > morning. I'm taking a tylenol and some water. tommorrow will be tough as > she'll call (as i've tried to call her today found out what i found out > confronted her email cause she won't answer her phone) I don't like it, > yeah it's like she still wants me as a fuck mate. but i thought i was the > only fuck mate. I gave her extra attention down there, i never would a > female if i thought she was fucking. > > Fuck, i feel so betrayed. > > I need to do the right thing let her go end it be single for a little bit > and get someone better down the road. This is sort of a complicated wierd > scenario if any1 kept track but it's over. I just hope i'm not wrong just > getting paranoid overreacting and getthing the date wrong on the pic (but > there is no way the pic was uploaded right at that certain time (not > meaning it was taken, but the bar she was in was not local bar and her > weight was what it was, i know it was that weekend as i suspected things > to begin. > > Time to sleep sober up ignore her call in the morning cause getting pissed > and bitching at her won't help. I'm just so pissed, we had plans today > didn't answer her phone once she has a cellphone and she always has > excused then i found out what i found and emailed her and she is the > master of avoidance. I think we are through. Fuck, for just fuck friend > (although like i say we were kinda a couple just us) i'm terribly > clusterfucked and upset. I did pills for first time in a long time and > alot and i'm going to feel like shit in the morning (yeah i'm ok but fuck< > now these are the same pills gets her off with what's his face and gets > her comfortably numb she don't care about anything. I wish i didn't > care. Caring sucks. I wish i had no feeling except for immediate family. > I wish i could treat women like dirst and fuck them over as opposed being > fucked over, but i'm a nice guy, gentlemen etc. and nice guys always get > fucked. > > Rat. > > Rat. > > Night guys.
2006-05-30 13:32:32
"Ryan" news:TZadnRV8-fAxtOHZnZ2dnUVZ_tKdnZ2d@comcast.com... > I'd hook her up with someone who has AIDS. > > -Ryan > > "Foundryrat" > news:0iSeg.197$sB3.44@fe02.lga... >> nice way to celebrate a year quit found out cheated on once again. Ick. >> I feel not good right now i won't smoke but why do i could do so much >> better and i get cheated on, this happened last time we dated. I feel so >> betrayed i can't even describe. i thought we had a chance again. >> Alcohol and drugs, i laid off the alcohol for pretty much the last 4 >> months and she's into pills and into pills and she wants to date people >> into pils like whatever.So she runs out of money i help her out but she >> has another boyfriend into pills. i can't believe it. I'm not trying to >> make it into a sob story but wow i can't believe it my friend told me she >> was cheating he took pictures well her in the bar basically making out >> with the guy etc. etc. i cant even believe it. Wow. I should just let >> it go and move on, but wow this hurts. There is a little more to it i >> will not elaborate but wow i'm still trying to aabsorb it. >> >> Meter almost turned over but i feel so betrayed. I can't even describe >> it. I haven't posted much but we had plans for house together. >> >> I'm so angry i can't even describe it. I think i need a day off of work. >> >> Thing is i always helped her out, even when we were broke up before >> helped her with money ( i may say cunto or whatever but i have no >> disrespect i have way too much a heart then anything) I need to let her >> go and move on. > relationships and will do anything for her DOC. I always forgive them as they can't help it and I was a fool to trust na addict and to think I could help her. You can never help a person who does not want to quit. I am far too trusting and fall in love with anybody who pretends to show me affection. A part of me knows it is an act but I don't want to believe it. Spencer
2006-05-30 08:49:13
Ryan wrote:
> Your apparently a really nice guy.. because i'm not down with hitting a > chick or anything... but if she did all that shit to me i'm pretty sure I > would have kicked her fuckin ass down the stairs or somethin.. or got > someone else to do it. > > You seem like quite a nice person, maybe getting a new chick would prove to > be easy and good? > > -Ryan > > > "Foundryrat" > news:huTeg.523$wd3.197@fe04.lga... > >>Shaun aRe wrote: >> >>>"Foundryrat" >>>news:0iSeg.197$sB3.44@fe02.lga... >>> >>> >>>>nice way to celebrate a year quit found out cheated on once again. Ick. >>>>I feel not good right now i won't smoke but why do i could do so much >>>>better and i get cheated on, this happened last time we dated. I feel so >>>>betrayed i can't even describe. i thought we had a chance again. >>>>Alcohol and drugs, i laid off the alcohol for pretty much the last 4 >>>>months and she's into pills and into pills and she wants to date people >>>>into pils like whatever.So she runs out of money i help her out but she >>>>has another boyfriend into pills. i can't believe it. I'm not trying to >>>>make it into a sob story but wow i can't believe it my friend told me she >>>>was cheating he took pictures well her in the bar basically making out >>>>with the guy etc. etc. i cant even believe it. Wow. I should just let >>>>it go and move on, but wow this hurts. There is a little more to it i >>>>will not elaborate but wow i'm still trying to aabsorb it. >>>> >>>>Meter almost turned over but i feel so betrayed. I can't even describe >>>>it. I haven't posted much but we had plans for house together. >>>> >>>>I'm so angry i can't even describe it. I think i need a day off of work. >>>> >>>>Thing is i always helped her out, even when we were broke up before >>>>helped her with money ( i may say cunto or whatever but i have no >>>>disrespect i have way too much a heart then anything) I need to let her >>>>go and move on. >>> >>> >>>Really sorry to hear it mate, I know it ain't nice. Get yourself stuck >>>into something to keep your mind occupied. Be well soonest. >>> >>> >>> >>>Shaun aRe >> >>yeah i need to sleep i expect her to call tommorrow i just hope i don't >>take the bitch back.. Too god damn hot here to sleep i have to work >>tommorrow and the next day wish i had it off. Fuck it though, she's a >>useless bitch. Even though we didn't really have a lot i find this out it >>fucken hurts, dammit i'm so mad i took way too many drugs to calm down >>fucken glad i didn't od. I gotta sleep for now. i am not in a good place >>and i'll be shit for work tommorrow i just hope there isn't beer on my >>breath i've been perfect with work with attendance and being all there but >>tonight was different. Think she's out of the picture and i need alone >>time before i go insane being with her. Fucking been faithful with her >>even (though we haven't been totally serious but we had an agreement) >>just us noone else and i see a pick her hanging on a guy more then one >>pic. It's my fucken screen saver right now fuck. >> >>My screen save is her slut ass all over this guy march 19, ironically the >>weekend she let me have sex without a condom (only time except we got real >>stoned anbd it just didn't seem right , cause swhe came back from her >>sister's in another town), and her period was all fucked (cause of morning >>after pill but she won't admit it, and that same time period i found a >>condom wrapper in her room but her sister was visiting soi didn't want to >>accuse in case nothing happened so i just let it go. Now everything is >>confirmed.i'm so fucken naive i will probably take the bitch back. >> >>Should i just let it go not worry about it, fucken biitch borrowed 3 dvds, >>and we dated years ago we broke up she owed me 100 bucks never paid me >>back. Not only she fucks me over, but she fuck me over at the same time. >>Fucken betrayal. I hope i'm alright for work tommorrow fuck. >> >>Night all, things will work out i hope. i don't know if i want her to >>call me or not, if she don't fuck it, she's just a slut bitch. You may >>not know it by reading me but i treat people pretty good. I don't use 'em >>i'm a nice guy, and the thing that pisses me off is this is over pills. >>She's fucking some guy cause he has pharmaceuticals she likes. Fuck fuck >>fuck, i am not in a good place if it wasn't 120 degrees i'd attempt to >>sleep. I need to sleep i gotta stop drinking as i hgave to work in the >>morning. I'm taking a tylenol and some water. tommorrow will be tough as >>she'll call (as i've tried to call her today found out what i found out >>confronted her email cause she won't answer her phone) I don't like it, >>yeah it's like she still wants me as a fuck mate. but i thought i was the >>only fuck mate. I gave her extra attention down there, i never would a >>female if i thought she was fucking. >> >>Fuck, i feel so betrayed. >> >>I need to do the right thing let her go end it be single for a little bit >>and get someone better down the road. This is sort of a complicated wierd >>scenario if any1 kept track but it's over. I just hope i'm not wrong just >>getting paranoid overreacting and getthing the date wrong on the pic (but >>there is no way the pic was uploaded right at that certain time (not >>meaning it was taken, but the bar she was in was not local bar and her >>weight was what it was, i know it was that weekend as i suspected things >>to begin. >> >>Time to sleep sober up ignore her call in the morning cause getting pissed >>and bitching at her won't help. I'm just so pissed, we had plans today >>didn't answer her phone once she has a cellphone and she always has >>excused then i found out what i found and emailed her and she is the >>master of avoidance. I think we are through. Fuck, for just fuck friend >>(although like i say we were kinda a couple just us) i'm terribly >>clusterfucked and upset. I did pills for first time in a long time and >>alot and i'm going to feel like shit in the morning (yeah i'm ok but fuck< >>now these are the same pills gets her off with what's his face and gets >>her comfortably numb she don't care about anything. I wish i didn't >>care. Caring sucks. I wish i had no feeling except for immediate family. >>I wish i could treat women like dirst and fuck them over as opposed being >>fucked over, but i'm a nice guy, gentlemen etc. and nice guys always get >>fucked. >> >>Rat. >> >>Rat. >> >>Night guys. > > > Rat. |
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