Oh, i forgot

BECCA CROWN 2006-04-01 18:40:10

Sometimes I just say 'fuck it' and talk out loud, just to see if they're
listening. As it turns out, some of the e-mails and stuff reference
things I've said out loud, that I haven't written anywhere. As I've
said, I've got some nutty squirrely neighbors - they really shouldn't be
here - this is a middle-class neighborhood. They should live in Uptown
with the rest of the nutty mumblers.

I should get back in the habit of taping myself, a la Nixon or Lennon.
I tried that once, but felt a bit self-indulgent and self-conscious, but
I guess it's a good practice in case someone's bugging you - you have
a record of what was said.

Back to the neighbors, here is another story. I got up early one
morning to take some stuff to the dumpster, and I found that one of my
neighbors was getting rid of her sofa. I found I needed one, so the
doorman and I hauled it up. On our way up, the elevator stopped on
floor eight, where a midget nebbishy little squirrely person of
undeterminable gender immediately started bitching. They stayed just
out of view of us, all I could see was their height. They mumbled,
"could you hurry up, I have to go to work. Please."

I mean, they do this shit all the time. First of all, there are TWO
elevators (more on this later). The one I was in was going UP. It took
all of three or four minutes to get the couch in the elevator and haul
it up to my floor. Why on earth would this squirrel complain about
being 'delayed' for work by an elevator that was not going DOWN anyway.
I mean, they pull this passive-aggressive shit ALL THE TIME. The
elevator is going up, you sad weasel - wait for it to come down, like
everyone else. A couch in the elevator does not really add up to
'hogging the elevator' as they implied.

At the same time, this is the same racket that shut the hot water off,
shut the water, electricity and cable off at the same time, breaks the
elevators repeatedly, or ties them BOTH UP on the very top floor AT THE
SAME TIME, at which point they BOTH mysteriously fail to come down.

I haven't encountered the squirrels much lately - I take it they're
hiding. You saw the 'bitch mail' I got that referenced a 'private cable
network' - I suppose that makes them really paranoid and this is exactly
the sort of thing that they would whine is 'unfair', because they can't
leave the premises without being on camera. As I'm sure, pathetic dumpy
little unemployed-and-on-disability shits that they are, they watch the
channel ALL THE TIME because it is so terribly exciting to watch their
little 'star people' come and go from the building. I mean, how sad -
this is the whole point to their sad, lumpy bumpy little lives. I'd
feel sorry for them if they weren't so conditioned to a
passive-aggressiveness that makes them dangerous. These are the sorts
of people who give discrimination complaints and suits a bad name - I'm
sure if anyone ever pointed the finger at them, they'd be complaining
about 'discrimination' in a heartbeat. Yet more retards who haven't
progressed beyond a thirteen-year-old level. They MUST be getting
Pavlovian rewards for being such sad sack bedwetters.

At the risk of sounding snobbish, the 'mob' has a way of putting these
people in neighborhoods where people have worked their asses off to get
away from these harassing pests. If they want to live on disability so
they can feed off this manufactured 'soap opera' and bitch and whine and
lie on the phone all of the time in their pathetic mumbly squirrely
voices, they really ought to do it in the suburbs. They all hate blacks
and minorities anyway, so what are they doing in a neighborhood with so
many blacks.

Besides, like I said, this is a middle-class lakefront community, and I
know for a fact that disability won't pay their expenses....especially
if they have cable. So someone is clearly 'feeding' these critters.

I suppose they bitch about having to live here because they stick out
like a sore thumb amongst the industrious immigrants and blacks up from
the south. They're trained to be helpless, and they've chosen to be
spoonfed and lazy and 'disabled' instead of having a life that is
non-parasitic. Who selects and manipulates these people?